I Tried Too Hard To Be Noticed, I Tried To Be Someone I Was Not; Waiting & Waiting I Watch Time Slowly Tick Away As Another Day Dawns I Watch The World Scurry Around; I Wanted To Be Someone, I Wanted To Be Famous, I Wanted Life & I Wanted Love; I Wanted A Lot Of Things That Were Out Of Reach As I Sink In Slowly Under The Weight Of Expectations; I Tried To Be What They Wanted Me To Be, I Tried To Be To Be What I Was Not Meant To Be; I Tried Too Hard I Pushed Too Far & I Went Too Far; With A Forced Smile, & A Fake Laughter To Cover My Tracks I Escape Into Shadows & Try To Fight This One Out All Alone;